Day 4 without Master
Waiting expectantly at the door.
Somehow some part of me still expects Master to show up after work, I wait patiently, his loyal pup by the door in my uniform. Waiting to receive Master and be at his feet, kiss him, love him, adore him.
On the other side, I know he is on the other side of the world, today he is supposed to board his cruise. I wished I was there with him to comfort him due to the unexpected turn of events that happened today. I wish I was there to make everything better, or if not at least be there for him, let him know that he even when he is the Master he can cry on my shoulder and I will be there to endure the pain with him. Losing someone close is never easy, no matter what you say or what you do it will always hurt, but I wished I could feel that pain for him and make everything better. I love you, Master and I hope I can be there for you in the future to set things right and bring as much joy as you bring to my life.